Nervousness wakes me
A meeting with high pressure
I’m lacking self-trust
Pursuing Progress
Nervousness wakes me
A meeting with high pressure
I’m lacking self-trust
In this deep darkness
As this day transformed to new
This eerie silence?
Darkness holds its own
Rest is deceptively hard
The street-light’s ally
Early morning light
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p style=”font-family:"”>Filtered by smoke
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p style=”font-family:"”>Rising from California
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p style=”font-family:"”>Demanding access
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p style=”font-family:"”>To my lungs
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p style=”font-family:"”>Though I resist
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p style=”font-family:"”>My coughing
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p style=”font-family:"”>And sneezing
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p style=”font-family:"”>State clearly
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p style=”font-family:"”>I have lost
Though not inspired
Only feeling weariness
Force myself to write
Seeking out purpose
And positive energy
For I long to grow
I focus on a growth mindset. Always pushing back on fears and challenging my limiting believes. It’s not easy, but always worth it.